31.7.02 :::
This is my whinning posts so here goes:
i'm all aching and it sucks being female sometimes and I just can't take the pain - no drugs for me - argghh! And I wanna go swimming with sara and andrea but Andrea is just so.... sometimes... and I wanna see my andy and I wanna sleep forever and I wanna be held and I wanna watch good movies and sleep some more and I wanna get a job so I can ahve lots of moneyto waste on myself and I wanna live at my destined college and I wanna write very well and better and I just wanna stop... I wanna know the names of these ppl.... argh!
::: posted by Sunrise TheSea at 15:37
25.7.02 :::
Friends are such treachery. They're just so decieving.
"In life you don't have friends...
you have associates
and a whole lot of enemies!!"
::: posted by Sunrise TheSea at 17:49
23.7.02 :::
* It's kindof dark in here
* I have the right to surround myself with people I like [and like me back]
* No sunshiny hours
* My bird is small My bird is shy It does not sing It can not fly It does no tricks and that is fine I love my bird My bird is mine
::: posted by Sunrise TheSea at 01:17
20.7.02 :::
I AM the f--kin "victim" and I feel pretty pathetic having to point this out on my own.
I wish there WERE cameras. Cos it seems like I'm such a drama queen and a terrible liar because the treatment I get is so harshly real to me. It's crazy the way no-one else notices it.
And not only that but I pour my soul on top of the ppl I care mostly about and they dismiss me so readily. I'm starting to really ponder if it's me that's psychologically messed up. I'd always thought about it before always reaching the conclusion that - I mustn' be insane or "unstable" because I am able to recognize myself etc. It's so agravating to ponder aimlessly about something I can do nothing about.
ChangeOfSubject
Those ppl who now call themselves musicians should be tried and persecuted as sinners. So blasphemous it is to even compare themselves to Pearl Jam or worse *gasp* Nirvana. I hope all those may go to their [so feared] hell.
C.O.S.
I'm a devout atheist. It's time to get it out there before you all (who read this) start pointing fingers at me with spite.
I think this is enough for now.
::: posted by Sunrise TheSea at 22:29
2.7.02 :::
When someone reads this I hope you respond, tell me what a fool I am, and show me how to fix this.
::: posted by Sunrise TheSea at 00:49
I don't know if I'm doing this right. I'm very confused. Sara just left to Boston and Sara just got here from Spain! How awsome is that? I hope this posts... I'm so computer-retarded.... I hope I don't screw this up.
::: posted by Sunrise TheSea at 00:06
